Hot tea and Relaxation

So idk what to write about really there is a ton on my mind...Alot going on in life right now but I know one thing for sure I figure I'm going to make my blog cool and add random pictures kinda like tumblr.  I am also gonna try to bring back those myspace quizes.  I used to love doing those when I was bored.  Other then that boring day, did laundry, filled about a shitfuck load of paperwork and that's about it.  I didn't see Mike today..that's two days in a row.  Tomorrow is family night so I know i'll see him then.  I recently made a new friend and it's crazy cuz this is the last person I thought I'd get along with but we talk alot.  I don't want to hurt my other friend in the process but, my other friend hurt me bad like real bad.  I trust no one not even family and when the one person you trust stabs you in the heart like that it hurts.  I'm nothing people say I am.  I still love that friend that hurt me though.  I'm gonna go look for a quiz now yay! haha





I want these frigin shoes!!!



1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? That would be Mike and yes I do

2. What is your favorite band? HIM of course

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Like everyday I'm a ball of emotion sometimes haha

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yeah I do it all the time

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Yeah

6. What is your favorite song currently? So Far Away by Avenged Sevenfold

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Purple green and white plaid jammie pants and a black tank top

8. How often do you listen to music? Everyday

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Yoga pants everyday

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? No

11. Are you a patient person? NOOO not at all

12. How late were you up last night? 2:30AM

13. Did anyone ever tell you you have pretty eyes? Yep plenty of times (Won prettiest eyes in my senior class)

14. Are you seriously happy with your life right now? Not really

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? They do anyways so I've learned to say fuck it i really don't care

16. What is your favorite kind of candy? Idk if I can pick I love candy! Carmello or Skittles I guess

17. Do you enjoy coffee? OF FUCKING COURSE!

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Nope

20. Did you dream last night? Yeah I always have horrible dreams 

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having Ran out of Poptarts!

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? I think so

23. What is your Favorite store? Hmmm I can't pick....Sephora,Ulta,and Target I guess

24. What are you sitting on right now? A computer chair

25. Have an obbsessions? Beauty Products

26. Favorite show? It's always sunny

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Krista

28. Do you get a lot of colds? Yes I have Multiple Sclerosis so my immune system is shit, so I always frigin sick

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Idk it's a plain black tank top like I'd remember

30. Does anyone hate you? Most Likely

31. What color are your nails? Essie "Cozy and Comfortable"

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Of course

33. Do you eat healthy? Not really haha

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I honestly don't know I guess when I was 4

35. Are you excited for anything? Mike got me a BH cosmetics palette and the NYX wicked palette I can't wait for those to come

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? I'm on the phone with Mike so prob. a few mins ago

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Idk

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Yes duh

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Yes

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Yeah I guess

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes

42. Favorite drink? Water, Coffee, n Hot flavored tea

43. How have you felt today? Ok I guess I have a little cold so kinda blah but overall not bad

44. Favorite animal? Cat of course if not a cat Bats

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? I HATE Facebook

46. Do you lie alot? No I tell it how it is I HATE LIARS!

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Holy Jesus yes all the time

48. Were you single over the last summer? Nope

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not at all it's better

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nothing I am going to have a smoke and then lay in bed and watch tv

X0X0



WHERE THE HELL CAN I PURCHASE THESE?!?! HaHa



Blogger is pissing me of!

This stupid blogger wont let me change pretty much anything.  I got a header up and that is about it! Oh well I don't care that much because it's only really for writing about my life so it doesn't have to look amazing like a website or anything.  It's already going for 4 and I feel like I've gotten close to nothing accomplished. I hate computers there is so many setbacks. I'm still trying to work on my website but thats the biggest pain in the ass ever! Knowing me it will take a month or two before I feel it is good enough to go up. I gotta go do some running around and I don't want too. Id rather get this shit done.

Starting a blog again!

I've decided to start a blog again for two reasons. Reason number one I'm in the process of starting a website Stellarglamour.com and it's taking me forever to get it set exactly how I'd like it.  Reason two just because I feel like it haha. That way if anyone wants to know something about me they can simply ask. The reason I'm starting a beauty website is because I did have this blog for awhile and I love writing reviews on beauty, tips, tricks, what works, what doesn't.  Of course it is all my own personal opinion.  My website is going to be way more in depth though.  I'm going to do alot of research on every product.  Pros and Cons and what's better between two similar products.  It won't only be cosmetics.  It's also going to be haircare, skincare, reviews, and unique thoughts. My Entire purpose of this is to try to start my own makeup line fingers crossed!!!  So enough about all that I'll start writing about my personal life now.  These past two months have been INSANE! I recenetly moved from Ashley, PA to Taylor PA.  It's been a big change but i'm finally starting to settle in and get used to it.  I miss my old area so much though.  I have a boyfriend Mike and we've been together 6 months.  Like every relationship it has it's ups and downs, but we're still good for each other.  He's goofy like I am and makes me laugh. Plus we are kind of opposites so we attract.  My friendship life has been extremely crazy. Things happened that I would have never expected to happen in years.  Everything happens for a reason though so I guess I'll just have to take it day by day.  I was extremely hurt in this process n i felt betrayed.  I have gained a friend from it and it was someone I'd never expect.  My health issues are the same bad days and good days. It seems with the weather change there are more bad then good but oh well, can't change it.  That's all for now first blog post up yay! x0x0

Me and Mike



I love Makeup!